tired

feeling like Indiana Jones in the cave with that giant meatball
and all those mummies trying to get to me across from the spaghetti pit
Hope this medicine works, another day of this w/o a doc is gonna be tuff

Was regretting ever ___ but now i’m glad because everything that isn’t what it _____ have been can’t compare. and everything that wasn’t what it ____ have been now seems very minuscule in comparison.
Would something similar ever happen again? who knows and I don’t care. Free and dreamy. Keep it here

Apr 21

Zip Zero

Actually met a person randomly, whom I got along with really well, like eerily well. I’m not a talker but we talked a lot.
Hmmm.
Too bad she’s moving far far away soon
Maybe we’ll make music one day

…So weird she’s an artist I’ve been a fan of for years, good to know her lyrics & production are real.

And then I got hit by a bike and now I gotta go find bandages and stuff.
The cops couldn’t do anything, I was hoping they’d give me a ride home.
At least be a taxi service

Apr 14

0

whatever man.
isn’t it funny how all a human person needs is accessibility to make bad decisions.
this upcoming decision is pretty bad since I can’t/don’t have an escape route/plan b for it
It’s more of a -I made it & stay prepared to handle the consequences

its whatever the real scary part is the gigantic poisonous ball of apathy that grows inside of me, but

meh. life -carry on

Apr 04
Just brought this monster. 
Fucking work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work 2nd job bitch work work work work work work work plz take me out work work work work work work work work

But uh also 
something big coming up on the DJ front. wikki wikki
Production not so much I’m doing this all because i’d love to make music and pay for my tiny apartment and eat food and pay for health insurance and keep sallie mae off my back and stop the Law firm from taking me to court and 

I guess chill at a beach one day in the summer

Just brought this monster.
Fucking work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work 2nd job bitch work work work work work work work plz take me out work work work work work work work work

But uh also
something big coming up on the DJ front. wikki wikki
Production not so much I’m doing this all because i’d love to make music and pay for my tiny apartment and eat food and pay for health insurance and keep sallie mae off my back and stop the Law firm from taking me to court and

I guess chill at a beach one day in the summer

Mar 24

it’s winter. i’m like 70% present for everything. everything’s under the fuzzy foggy cold filter coinciding with the atmosphere.
A lot of issues come up everyday because it’s what I do and you know what I say? -I say relax, put that where back there, I don’t care, and lot’s of do this and do it this way. Big Fun.

The counteractions to the daily actions is where and when things get funny.

Thursday went to a friends exhibit, stood next to someone in the underground world I admired. Walked down went to get the J. A man hopped onto the tracks and laid down. 3 or 4 men attempted to pull him up. They succeeded. Seconds later the train came rolling down the tracks. We DJ’d we drank met some folks shook some hands had some convos. Wrapped up, remembered my homie was tending, I was obnoxious somewhat so I ate a tamale hailed a cab and all was well in the universe.

Forgot i’m Djing a fashion show Saturday…guess I should prepare eh?
Fuck
A big holiday in my business is coming up and that means workworkworkworkwork. We’re taking on more wholesale workworkwork.

never not

Feb 03

Neighbor in Apartment 2

thanks for our fourth psychotic interaction. 10pm you’re knocking on my door with your dog in hand telling me you have bed bugs. You’re walking around with ur bed bug self and bed buggy dog in hand going door to door telling everyone.
Thanks.

So if I wanted to take any preventive measurements asap I couldn’t because it’s 10pm at night. Fuck it i’m going to continue drinking and watching cartoons.

Week after week -this shit don’t stop

I live in an insanely expensive deluxe cardboard box inside of a mental institution apparently

Jan 22
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