life would be different if I liked being approached or handled other people showing interest -well
If I handled it well
but I do not
When I go out nowadays, I just want to watch other people having fun.
Listen to the music have a drink or 5. Interaction disrupts that ^ contentment.
It’s a thing, we all have things no?
doesn’t compare to Old Bae (r.i.p/fuck those thieves)
but it is sturdier, i’m not as fast as I was on the Bianchi but maybe i’ll get back up to those speeds as I get used to the gear ratio/DT shifters
I have nothing to write about. except music and parties
and how much I love Mezcal
keep on rocking in the free world
I just pulled the trigger on a ((big thing))
I hope it all works out woooooo. still feel nauseous over it…its either that or the pot chocolates idk idkkkk.
Sometimes I’m reminded that I have awesome friends and a family who cares about me and it’s nice
I just have to remember it often, to a point where it is a tangible fact
should buy a piece of wood or a totem
Kiki says rub it
I’ve had two great weekends in a row. Full of things and people and non frustrating gigs. all really awesome great times.
good for me
pat on back