it’s winter. i’m like 70% present for everything. everything’s under the fuzzy foggy cold filter coinciding with the atmosphere.
A lot of issues come up everyday because it’s what I do and you know what I say? -I say relax, put that where back there, I don’t care, and lot’s of do this and do it this way. Big Fun.
The counteractions to the daily actions is where and when things get funny.
Thursday went to a friends exhibit, stood next to someone in the underground world I admired. Walked down went to get the J. A man hopped onto the tracks and laid down. 3 or 4 men attempted to pull him up. They succeeded. Seconds later the train came rolling down the tracks. We DJ’d we drank met some folks shook some hands had some convos. Wrapped up, remembered my homie was tending, I was obnoxious somewhat so I ate a tamale hailed a cab and all was well in the universe.
Forgot i’m Djing a fashion show Saturday…guess I should prepare eh?
A big holiday in my business is coming up and that means workworkworkworkwork. We’re taking on more wholesale workworkwork.
never notFeb 03
thanks for our fourth psychotic interaction. 10pm you’re knocking on my door with your dog in hand telling me you have bed bugs. You’re walking around with ur bed bug self and bed buggy dog in hand going door to door telling everyone.
So if I wanted to take any preventive measurements asap I couldn’t because it’s 10pm at night. Fuck it i’m going to continue drinking and watching cartoons.
Week after week -this shit don’t stop
I live in an insanely expensive deluxe cardboard box inside of a mental institution apparentlyJan 22
Today is better than yesterdays first half hours. Yesterday ended well.
Walking around meeting a friend randomly, meeting new people + drink hookups, getting my favorite sandwich with him, going to the same show, seeing an act that had a huge impact on my life upon first discovery. Leaving the venue and getting the bus which practically drops me off at my doorstep.
It’s 6:29am and i’m going to go return an expired coconut water I brought last night.Jan 13
little bummed on being me just for right now
personality dysphoria? idk but Clubland bums me out sometimes I guess i’ve realized why I stopped going out so much. I don’t like to believe in such things but u know what -It is hard being a black female queer electronic music dj in this city
can’t name one that’s successful
This ‘house/techno’ scene is less diverse than the hardcore scene
at least there no one bothered me, treated me like a ball of dust on the ground or faked me out
ayyyyyy. it’ll pass
+ CHRIS AND COSEY TONIGHT!
that’s why I appointed a once a week do nothing day guess what today is and guess what i’m doing Jan 12
It’s been a long, long day.
You skipped lunch, ran 50 errands, and now you realize that your whole head is aching, you are seriously cranky, and every muscle in your body is sore.
We humans have lost the wisdom of genuinely resting and relaxing. We worry too much. We don’t allow our bodies to heal, and we don’t allow our minds and hearts to heal.
caring bout things I should not care about. its ok it’ll be better tomorrow
i’ll tell my friends and they are good at telling me what i need to hear
-hey they stopped me from going to ____ this year
who knew, real friends are a good thing to have
I can only give back what i receive -vice versa. as long as I can intuitively (+action observance) see the good in a persons humanity = a standup healthy genuine good core of a being
heck that’s all i try to have at the end of the day.Jan 09